Stress filled and gender specific was today. Wreckage of the past, along with vacant hotel lobbies. When it comes to the truth one tends to be lost, and especially if that someone happens to be me. Roaming around downtown Center City Philadelphia has become a chore. Too many assholes trying to save a buck or checking everyone's inventory but their own. Not to say I'm perfect, perhaps I'm far from that, however one strives for progress not perfection.
On the El today I was spit on by a young man for not allowing him to use my cellphone, a travesty? No, but I suppose that was along with the top few worst things that happened to me today. Perhaps searching for the perfect Pajama girl is a waste of resources. But it's definitely worth writing about. You know this whole facebook thing can be a notorious hazard for the dreamer with an elaborate imagination, not that reality is anything to relish. It is true that one cannot purchase a decent perspective that would make his or her daily routine more tolerable. I cannot honestly say I've had a good day in the past 5 years, and to all my haters, there you go. At least I don't hold resentments. The only person I set out to harm is myself.
Justice for the wicked? Perhaps in a karma - filled world, and I don't believe this world would fall into that category. The brutal truth is that the majority of people on this god- forsaken planet are disillusioned in their own little corner of the world. Filled with their own instinctual sense of finances, and self grandiosity. Although I must add that this is only the majority of people. So there is that small percentage of selfless individuals out there, and to all of you, I truly honor your effort. , and I'm sure you"re all out there busting your ass for little to no recognition. I sincerely apologize for coming off a tad bit bitter, I think it was the young man on the El that pushed me over the edge.
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