Elevate Me Sometimes

                       I remember when my limbs were more sturdy,. The flesh not so tender ,. more muscle grease, a little more ummmpphh,. solo man-power. Who needs it. I'm rather partial to commercial waste anyway. You know things that kind of smell like my anatomy but's consistency more resembles that of melted plastic and cardboard too. Then along comes the insect infestations,. I guess I would only pray that I would be ready for this presently in my life. Children kind of smell like shitty flowers to me. Like if you plucked a few daisies from the soil then to took a huge dump all over them., then barfed up tastycakes and fruity pebbles on top of it.
                        I recall being a fiesty teenager as well. I thought I knew it all among the symettrical lilac prism fields, (parading around the rural area with my oversized Jim Morrison T),. yeah I thought my experiences were enough for me and all you people as long as I could eat your brownies too. Yeah I thought I knew all there was to know about relationships. The only thing I've learned about relationships since I was a teenager is the mere fact that I know nothing about relationships. Why bother trying? I'd rather get piss-drunk then watch Annie Hall or Eternal Sunshine Of the Spotless Mind for the fifteen hundreth time.    
                      Life does kind of seem mostly to me as good or bad as I make partially make it. Like If I acquire more physical problems,. (which I did) I'll probably get prescribed more drugs,. AND STOP! I know what you're probably thinking , but what's wrong with a positive oulook? Fuck all you pessimists, why don't you all just do everyone a favor and kill yourself.  
                    Spirtualality,. ah this is always a good one to lean on in trying times,. and once again to all you pessimist let me remind you the one thing about spirituality,. THERE IS NO CORRECT WAY TO DO THIS. Once I Thought there was a correct way to practice spirituality, I would work out in my basement on a Stationary bicycle,  get stoned, take a shower, compulsively masturbate, watch television, then finally go to bed. BUT THEN I COULDN'T HELP BUT FEEL THAT STILL THERE WAS SOMETHING MISSING.